Almost three years

alnost three years and I can't finish a book! I start one and I get stuck. I have so much I want to say and for some reasons can't form the words.

Writing!!!!

Been writing today non stop!!! Writing Grayson and Avery's story is so much fun!!! I could be watching tv or reading and BAM!! I get inspired to write and it could be any chapter not just one specifically. Right now I have three chapters that have no beginning or end to it and it's not in order either. I am all over the place right now with this book. I don't have a title yet either so it is most defitnatly a work in progress. Hopefully I could have this book out by May of 2014!!! I also love writing the book down in my notebook before writing it on my Mac! I just feel like the story comes to me more when I have a pen and paper in front of me! Well have a good day!! ;)) 

PREVIEW!!!

So I'm going to put small preview!! So remember this has NOT been edited and is subject to change before publishing. ;))

"I WASNT WAITING AROUND FOR YOU LIKE A LOST PUPPY LUIS! I MOVED ON AND MADE A LIFE OFR MYSELF!! IT WAS HARD BUT I DID AND I WAS HAPPY!!!" I SAY BETWEEN SOBS "YOU THINK YOU COULD JUST WALK IN HERE AND EXPECT ME TO JUST JUMP IN YOUR ARMS! WHY LUIS? HUH? WHY? DID WHAT YOU HAVE NOT FIT AMONGST THE PRETTY THINGS IN YOUR LIFE ANYMORE!" I SCREAMED IN HIS FACE AND HE JUST STOOD THERE STARING AT ME, TAKING IT IN LIKE HE SHOULD.

So there you go guys more to in the coming months!!! ;))

First Post!!!

Ok guys< this is  my first. I don't know when anyone will ever see this. but i want this as a reminder that this is the day that im reveling that i have started writing my first book. I have attempted many tmes to try and write and nothing ever came to me. But recently i have gotten erges to write about a man named Grayson and a women named Avery! 

both these names have meaning to me and i love the characters. I love all the characters in my book. they all have something in their personality of someone in my life. Of course i will neve revil but i will say there is a little bit of me in Avery and Grayson well he is just someone made up and hope to fall in love one day with in my own romance story that i actually live. 

I dont have a title yet but as time goes nad i keep writing hopfully it comes to me. As of right now I am not writing the book in order I am writing it spraticlly. I started chapter one and stopped right in the middle cause i lost motivation. But all of sudden one day got motivation to write another chapter and no I dont know what that chapter that will be.And as of right now im about to star another chapter. I am very weird right now with my writing because i have everuthing written in diffrent place like a notebook, my Mac, and my phone. But i will say this hopfully by 2014 im donr writing it and can have it published. As right now I will self-publish. 

so wish  me luck whoever and whenever someone see's this!! :)) -CN